And survival, Reika realized, staring at her reflection in the dark window of her bedroom, is not the same as living.
She tried to remember what it felt like to be scared of the dark. Nothing. To be excited for her father to come home from work. A blank wall. To be furious at her little brother for touching her things. A dry, soundless desert. Mdg 115 Reika 12
The reflection had no answer. It just smiled, mechanically, at the exact moment she remembered to. And survival, Reika realized, staring at her reflection
She became a ghost in a perfect body.